Every Moment Of It Shined

I am melting the fuck down lately. I’ve been sleeping too little or too much. I always fake confidence so other people wouldn’t notice how self conscious I really am. I am a damn pretty good actress. I am a Gemini after all. Two faced bitch. I feel stuck at the moment. I am losing…

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The Heiress

I’ll start by saying that for what it’s worth, I’m sorry I’m not living the life you want me to be living right now. I’m sorry that I’m spending my prime years doing things you don’t want me to do. Believe me, I can imagine how disappointed you must be. I know that if you…

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Royal Pain

I think of you every day. I want you to know that I miss you more than anything, and I am thankful that I get to see you and talk to you in my dreams. I still remember the last time I saw you – I never thought it would be the last time. Looking…

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Whom Have I Forgotten?

Where do I find the love? What happens if you’re falling apart? Who do you turn to? What do you do when you have fallen so many times that no one, even yourself can help you get up? What do you do when you feel very empty and fill the space inside?  What happens when…

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Protect Me

The day was late and tired, still breathing heavily from an excess heat. The sun was about to come down now, reaching the old tall building with its last orange strength. Summer afternoons could last forever, especially when you are a small kid playing around and exploring or an adult, waiting for or avoiding someone.…

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Forget About Me

And so you go out into the world and continue as normal. As though everything around you is not a match. As though every other word will not set your mind aflame and leave you screaming because you are burning from inside, unable to breathe because of the cinders that are piling up in your…

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One Day

We want so much in life, that many times, we forget that we can just make it happen by doing. Now putting yourself in the mindset to do whatever it is, is another task in its own.

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From This World To Another

I find comfort in having no expectations because it saves me from disappointment.  Knowing that I am in control and I don’t have anyone sailing in my boat. No one could hurt me. No one has that effect on me. No one moves my heart the way it did when it got broken. I’m alone…

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Date With Destiny

I’m slowly learning how to wait, how to be patient, how to stand still when I want to run away, how to wake up when I can’t keep my eyes open and how to accept what I don’t understand. I’m slowly learning that good things truly take time and that I can’t rush anything in…

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