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Bon voyage

If I text you and you don’t reply. It’s okay, I still miss you. The past week was surely a test. My right ear aches, my high school friend started ignoring me, then my supposedly SO started ghosting me for like five days now. My life is falling apart. I have already talked to my…

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Semi Charmed Life

You’ve become so damaged that when someone wants to give you what you deserve. You have no idea how to respond. God gives us what we deserve. Sometimes it’s good, sometimes it’s bad. But what about the people being raped? The children being raped by their priests? Do people deserve to be murdered? Does Syria…

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Save The Date

You’re not selfish for wanting to be treated well. Depression? Crazy? Mental Health? No faith? Dangerous? Lonely? Emo? Dramatic? It exists. It’s not a joke. It’s a problem and we need to be more open in talking about it. Visible look is very important for most people. It’s usually the basis of everything and we…

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When In

Things change whether you’re around to notice them or not. It’s been two years. 10 years in total. Everything was planned. Hope, love, promises. Then something happened, now you are a very confused person. Now you say, all your promises are gone. Now, you don’t even want to hear from me or message me anymore.…

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Starry Nights

Walking with no direction. It is the same feeling every morning when I wake up. Every night I go to bed. I have wasted so many times over things that aren’t really important. Walking dead, as they call it. I am trusting Him more than ever. I trust His plans for me. I am putting…

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Forget About Me

And so you go out into the world and continue as normal. As though everything around you is not a match. As though every other word will not set your mind aflame and leave you screaming because you are burning from inside, unable to breathe because of the cinders that are piling up in your…

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Interrogation

I know that honestly, I am everything you have ever wanted. I get it, I do. The way you talk to me for hours on end. The way I know exactly what to say to turn your heart into a base drum that doesn’t know how to stop. The way you care for me in…

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The Enemy

Loneliness is not the answer. It’s not where you belong. It’s not what life comes down to. It’s not your sanctum. It’s not your final deliverance. Have faith in God and the people around you that they’re capable of getting you out of the darkness. They’re capable of showing you their love. It starts with…

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