I am learning to walk alone in a blinding path, finding my way to where I am supposed to be. Taking care of myself with no one to hold on to. Easing the pain that I have been put through. Struggles. Finally solving things on my own.
There’s a big boundary now and I won’t allow myself to take you back. We won’t grow unless we take risks and step out of our comfort zone. Be brave and face the consequences. Failure is the first step towards success and we shouldn’t be scared of it. It teaches us our mistakes.
I am not afraid of love but you have build me up so high and my fall felt like death. I am more guarded and more cautious now. I have made very bold movies since the start of the year and I will keep taking risk until I get there. Baby steps. Steady and slow phase. I will get there.