Save The Date

You’re not selfish for wanting to be treated well.

Depression? Crazy? Mental Health? No faith? Dangerous? Lonely? Emo? Dramatic?

It exists. It’s not a joke. It’s a problem and we need to be more open in talking about it.

Visible look is very important for most people. It’s usually the basis of everything and we will get judged by it no matter what.

Heart palpitations. Nauseous. Nervousness. Anxiety. Stressed. Confusion. Scared. A lot of thoughts running in your mind. You feel like you’re gonna die and your heart will stop beating soon. There’s many what ifs in your mind. You question yourself if you’re still alive everyday. You started asking people “what if I die? Will you get sad?” It’s hard when you’re trapped in a deep hole.

You have a constant war in your mind. You feel like no one understands you. I’ve started eating more and moving less to the point that I’ve become depressed with my weight. Stress at career, stress with relationships. No energy. No self esteem. Messed up sleeping. Messed up eating pattern.

I’m a failure in all aspects of life. I even fail myself in trying to commit my suicide. I have many questions in my head.


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