Things change whether you’re around to notice them or not.
It’s been two years. 10 years in total. Everything was planned. Hope, love, promises. Then something happened, now you are a very confused person. Now you say, all your promises are gone. Now, you don’t even want to hear from me or message me anymore. I’ve realize for a while that I had to walk away. Walk away from someone not afraid to lose me. Who makes me feel unimportant.
I trust His plans. He gave you to me for a while and it made me the happiest. Now, he took you away again. I know there is a reason.
I forgive you, for hurting me. For not thinking of me. I forgive you for giving up. I forgive you for letting me suffer in front of your eyes and you don’t even bother to care to ask if I am okay. I forgive you breaking your promises over and over again. I thought this time we can make it after so many chances. I gave you too many. And all you did was blew all of them.